I did some -- ha!
It had been quite some time since I had been to the gym, so it was definitely time. And I had a great workout! Back in the day, when I was a good gym girl (remember that 5 minutes?) I used to get to these points where I would not necessarily crave exercise (never that, unfortunately) but I would like feel like the next time THAT was going to be the time that I was going to be able to run. (I'm not even going to link to all of my old "I wish I could run" laments. You know the drill.) I would have these moments of feeling like I was running in my head. I can't explain it. If you've ever been a caterpillar, dreaming of being a butterfly maybe you can understand.
And look at that number above. It's slow, but check it out. I got there because I ran for the first MILE.
Me.
The non-runner. Ran the first mile. (I'm sure most of you know that I use the word "run" very loosely, but I feel like I need to reiterate from time to time that I know it's relative. My running is more like a runner's walk, but whatever...) I started out at a brisk walk but then pumped up to my jog pace and started going. I figured I would just go until I felt like dying, which back when I was going regular was usually maybe a minute or two. But thanks to Crossfit, and that fun 1/4 mile run to warm up, I could go a bit longer than that. It wasn't as hard for me anymore. It still wasn't easy, don't get me wrong -- but it wasn't that hard. I got past a five minute mark and still felt okay. I started the bargaining with myself and decided I would go til I hit 10 minutes and that was impressive. After all, during Crossfit that's past the point of what I ran the half mile at in the fitness tests and usually I was about dead by then. I figured I would be dead and would just work it out for the next 20 minutes.
But when I got to the 10 minute mark I was relatively close to a mile. And I thought, "what the hell? Why not go for it?" In fact, I imagined how excited I would be to tell YOU about it. And this face below is what I imagined I would feel like....
I was not wrong. I really felt happy. I was ready to stop at a mile, but I picked back up and jogged off and one for the remaining time. I got to that point in under 15 minutes. My average pace, as you saw, was only 4.1 MPH. Who cares? I can live with that. Because I did it.
And I'm going to do it again.
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