Tonight I had a panic attack in class and left. Before it was over. I'm writing this from the car while BFF Tina is still in.
I'm writing this so you fully know that I understand how hard it is to do this. And even when I'm feeling like I'm invincible my own bullshit gets in the way and says "you need to be careful. You need to know you get in the way of you."
But today is just today.
Today I'm Heather who had the panic attack and couldn't help her team with the log carry. That doesn't have to be who I am tomorrow. Because just yesterday I was Heather who threw a 200lb tire. So who knows what's real?
HPL
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